Goodbye 2016

First of all, I would like to apologise for my absence this last week or so, the reason is because I haven’t been feeling myself. I have been a bit down in the dumps and that always takes a toll in my motivation and creativity.

I think this is something we all go through. Sometimes it just takes a little bit more effort to get out of bed, but as Annie taught us “The sun will come out tomorrow”

My thoughts on 2016

I have to say this was one of my worst but weirdly rewarding year of my life.

A very close family member passed away at the beginning of the year and I was absolutely devastated. I felt like my heart was being crushed into a million pieces and to this day it doesn’t feel whole. I know it will never feel whole again as a little piece of my heart died the day she passed away.

This was also a year of new beginnings. I started my first job and even though it felt quite scary in the beginning I have become more independent and I’m really grateful for it.

My personal life has been a roller coaster of emotions. I have cried like never before but I have also been incredibly happy in some occasions. I don’t see my future as something stable and that is something that makes me incredibly sad and anxious, but that is something I have to deal with as we never now what tomorrow might bring.

I was thinking about including my 2017 goals in this post, but actually I never stick to them. So instead I will just list a few things that I would like 2017 to bring me:

To finish of this post I wanted to thank every single person that has decided to visit springlilies.com I don’t have a huge following and every single visit, every single follower fills my heart with joy and inspires me to work harder.

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Thank you very much for your support. From the bottom of my heart I wish you all a happy 2017!